What a mess!

Moving home is a good time for reflecting on the past...how did I get here, where am I going, how did I end up with this much junk?

The girls upstairs are watching Three Men and a Little Lady....it seems a much comfier option than trying to put all my worldly goods in boxes and categorize which ones I will need in the next 6 weeks and which I won't! I have reverted to email instead...the more I mail the less I have to do....well for now anyway.

I have to admit to being exhausted...I have an ulcer to prove it....and emotional too...I am trying to prepare for a 5 week placement in Hounslow but am just not sure what that preparation looks like...

So I am going to go to my parents house in Somerset for a break...not sure that visiting ones family home could be described as a holiday but hopefully I can get some sleep.
It's funny how when we are stretched, our relationship with Jesus and other people gets stretched too...fortunately Jesus can be stretched a long way...hope my other relationships can be too.

My life does feel a bit messy...my room is certainly messy...but I think my relationships are intact. Sean is fabulous and so supportive. My family are great and I am not over working...I am free to fail at the moment. I may well fail to get anything else done today as I am doing youth club and then having a drink and chat with my married friend about sex...for those of us who don't believe in sex before marriage finding out about sex at 29 is necessary evil....for everyone else, it probably seems a bit strange.

So, I am content to be messy, live messy and feel messy and it's actually quite releasing.